"The Wish That Could Be"
I wish I knew how you felt inside about me?
I feel sometime you are the one that I have been asking for?
You never say anything but your actions speak loader than your words would even say.
Then I wonder in my heart if you’re the true one that has come.
I ask my self what if this is a mistake or is it real the way that I feel about you.
I would feel like a fool if my feeling were wrong.
But what if my feeling were right then what should I do?
I know that life is so short and that we should be happy.
Your in my thoughts every day and night.
I see you in my mind everyday and when the night comes your right there.
What is happing to me?
Why do I always think of you it’s just not me it has to be you as well.
Is the love you feel for me that strong?
Do we feel the same way or am I just dreaming of what I see in you?
Sometime I feel that I’m just seeing things in my mind but I know they are real.
They just have not happened yet.
I do not know what I should do or say.
I cry and I know why but then am I just dreaming that you love me?
My heart is open and waiting but it must be true of the feelings that you feel.
I feel so sad because I’m not sure how you feel and to be wrong would hurt me if I was wrong!
I wait each day but nothing is said to me.
And I cannot say a word because I may be wrong in what I have been told.
Could a person understand the feelings of love that was so deep and you want to share it .
But what if the person doesn’t feel the same way as I do then what?
Would I be making a fool out of my self for thinking that you really love me?
I see the sparkle in your eyes when we look in to each others eyes.
I see the softness of your heart and the kindness of your love.
There are so many things that I see in you.
As I look in your eyes I see the love you want to share.
I am up early in the morning with out a reason of being up so early.
I’m just not sure what to think .
I just do not understand all of this.
These are just my writings of how I feel and whether they get read is another question.
I’m at my ends trying to understand your ways .
Maybe some day you may read this and the way I feel and I hope that I am still here so I can see you read this.
I know that I love you and that I am in love with you.
I can’t hurt you in any way for I know that pain that come from another.
I know that I cannot Idealizes you in any way as that’s wrong.
But I can love you as you are human being that I can love.
I cannot understand how I fell in love with you it just happened.
Maybe I should be sorry for falling in love with you.
Maybe it was wrong to fall in love with you but then I did ask God to bring the person he wanted me to be with.
I did ask for a gentle man that was caring and loving.
Who would love me for who I was and who I am?
But the great questions are you the person that I asked for?
Written By,
Sharon Ann Cressy
October 19 2009
Time: 9:18 pm
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