"How Can This Be"
I wonder what is on your mind.
I look in your eyes and see your very soul.
I wonder what your thoughts are.
Where does your mind wonder?
There is kindness in your heart.
And goodness in your heart and soul.
I sense your love that is within you.
The light shine on your face and in your eyes.
I feel the love that you want to share.
But can you let it be shared by another?
You’re in my thoughts day and night and never leaving me.
How can I even tell you that I fell in love with you?
I really couldn't help it as it came upon me so fast.
The nights are so lonely with out you.
I sit here in my room thinking of what you might say one day.
Hoping one day you may say how you feel.
But the time waits for no one it just passes by.
Some time I feel like I could say just how I feel but something stops me right in my tracks.
I'm not ashamed of how I feel it just that I can't say those words.
What if I am wrong in what I see and feel?
I would feel like a fool and being rejected by the one that I love so dear.
I’m not sure how it happened that I fell in love with you but its just there.
I have tried to put my mind on other things and it just doesn't work.
What am I going to do?
What should I even say to you?
Being afraid is the saddest thing in life when you are afraid to express your feeling to another.
And then be afraid of being rejected and being hurt in side because you made a mistake.
By thinking that person is in love with you.
And then fine out that person is really not in love with you after all.
How did this all happen?
It must have been God that had a hand in this for who else would?
I have thought about all of this and came up with the same answer over and over again.
I ask God if this man I love is the one and the answer I get is YES!
What has come over me like this?
I have no answers to give or say.
Its just no words can even compare of how I feel.
I'm just not sure if this should be given to read.
I bow my head as I pray asking what should I do but do not get answer.
And now I wonder what I saw was true being with you.
Written by:
Sharon Ann Cressy
Time: 9:17 pm
August 19, 2009
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